chemical_akuma @ 2009-08-18T21:33:00

2009-08-19T04:44:26Z

I feel like reviving my livejournal.

Well, I am still unemployed. My boyfriend supports me so I'm not afraid of being homeless anymore. It is stressful because I really want to help him with the bills, but there is little I can do now but keep trying. The economy and the recession is completely out of my hands and I shouldn't beat myself up over something I have little control over. I still do though. There are so many things I want to do for him, but I can't.

As far as art goes, that's sucking. For one, I can't use it for any amount of income. Two, I really want to paint but cant because my apartment is not ventilated enough and I have a lack of supplies. All I can do is practice, but hopefully when I can afford stuff I will be a better artist. Three, I suck at it. Actually three isn't so bad because I like doing my little studies more that I do making finished stuff. There is no pressure. I can see my improvement but I need to up my compositional skills.

As far as family and stuff goes...I hardly see them because I can't afford bus fare. My sister is visiting me Thursday. I miss my nephew Ezekiel. He started kindergarten. I miss my mom too. She always sounds so happy to see me. I'm really lonely sometimes.

Well I guess I've updated you all as much as I can. Maybe I will have interesting things to say? Maybe not.

chemical_akuma @ 2008-12-12T20:29:00

2008-12-13T03:39:04Z

Well, first off I am finally tired of dealing with photobucket so for the final time I will keep my artblog at http://976-jessie.blogspot.com/. I am only keeping a blog now because I think this is an important transition for me artistically and I want to record my first steps out of college. I don't really care a great deal if anyone sees it or not but I thought I would let you know.

My last day was yesterday btw.